I could stay here, perhaps. Some would say I’ve made it. But my higher self has invited me to expand—not from pressure this time, but from devotion to what I know I’m capable of.
My gods i got teary reading this because it resonated so deeply. Very deeply.
"The loop back is well-worn, marked by all the versions of you who almost made it. It’s familiar terrain. Predictable. Safe." Ooft. I literally 20min ago got back from a walk that i made myself go on. Being 2 months postpartum and ready to focus on my physical health (and mental) but have always struggled to start. Hubby was home with the kids and i just went "fuck it" and went. I want this to be the start of an evolving/transforming version of me that i want to stick around.
"Your endless to-do lists you keep rewriting but never quite begin. The continuous tick of not enough that seems to run in the background no matter how much you accomplish." Now this hits hard. And I too useless with words to express how.
This was an incredible piece that i wasn't even aware i needed to read until I did. Thank you Jesse💕
“You have to be willing to disappoint the version of you who needs everything to stay the same in order to feel safe.” This is where my exhale and my softening reside. The whole piece was so beautiful to read and resonated deeply with me Jesse. Thank you.🤍
My gods i got teary reading this because it resonated so deeply. Very deeply.
"The loop back is well-worn, marked by all the versions of you who almost made it. It’s familiar terrain. Predictable. Safe." Ooft. I literally 20min ago got back from a walk that i made myself go on. Being 2 months postpartum and ready to focus on my physical health (and mental) but have always struggled to start. Hubby was home with the kids and i just went "fuck it" and went. I want this to be the start of an evolving/transforming version of me that i want to stick around.
"Your endless to-do lists you keep rewriting but never quite begin. The continuous tick of not enough that seems to run in the background no matter how much you accomplish." Now this hits hard. And I too useless with words to express how.
This was an incredible piece that i wasn't even aware i needed to read until I did. Thank you Jesse💕
Hey beautiful, ahhhhhh sending you so much love in the postpartum portal 😍❤️ wish we were closer so I could make and bring you food!
Thank you for sharing with me, and grateful to hear some things hit true for you and where you are at in life!
Lots, and lots, and lots of love Jess xxx
“You have to be willing to disappoint the version of you who needs everything to stay the same in order to feel safe.” This is where my exhale and my softening reside. The whole piece was so beautiful to read and resonated deeply with me Jesse. Thank you.🤍
Ahhhhhh so good to hear. Thank you for taking the time to read Ozden, and epic to hear something resonated 😍❤️
This was a beautiful read Jesse. I ‘damn me too-ed’ so many times haha! Love you chick X
Thank you mama & really appreciate you taking the time to read. SO good to hear as well. Love you! xxx